Leaving?

I wish I could follow you, be with you and spend more time. You are one of those people who when I look at, I remember Allah. And that is enough reason for me to keep you close, treasure you and pray for you with all my heart.

Knowing that you will be leaving…with quite a distance between us…makes me really sad.

I don’t know how long you will take to complete your amanah abroad, but dear cousin, sister in islam and someone I cherish, I hope my Hadif can grow in the company of a good soleh friend like Hamzah. I really do.

We went through teenage angst haha, rollercoaster rides upon rides in life, sharing so many milestones together. What a blessing this has been. as we could be each other’s support throughout. And then we also faced so much physical pain together. With you by my side, I felt stronger, more positive that I want to heal and be better.

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah.

I wish I could travel this world and visit historical sites with you. Bring me too, will you?

Gosh I feel so teary now…we’re days away before you fly off.

Ya Rabb, please protect my dear cousin and her family. Love her, ease her affairs and be with her always…<3

Love you, C. Till we meet again. Fi amanillah.

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