It’s better when it’s done together. But one cannot force something beyond another person’s daily habits or comfort. It can be quite frustrating and I would breakdown, occasionally. Then it struck me. Today, at least 2 people shared how it’s been a crazy roller coaster ride of self doubts, identity search and what-not. And that scares me too. I’d be lying if it didn’t make me worry. Will I be able to apply sabr throughout? Will I be able to push on and embrace everything? Because self, this isn’t a destination. It’s merely a pit stop before the final resting place. So then I think about all those days, yesterday and again, today. My frustrations melt away as I remind myself that change begins with me.
So just go je.
I need to remind myself to take things slow and forgive myself as I’m a mere human being.
I need to remind myself that everyone is fighting their unique battles.
Ya Allah please give us strength and guide us in every step of this journey towards You.
Diarinsyirah 