Life has been hectic. And lovely. But mostly, tiring. I’m still trying to breathe and make each moment count though 🙂

When you are one who accepts and dread saying no, work just adds up by leaps and bounds. Why can’t it be the same for my laundry and personal achievements eh? But I’m happy, as long as you are happy. 🙂

There has been so many firsts at work. I have so many things to document about work that I put off for so long till I…forgot.

Okay, let’s take today’s example where I had to bring an elderly to the toilet. Serious awkward. She took so long on the toilet bowl and I felt claustrophobic waiting with her in the cubicle. And I low-key hoped that it’s just small business or I’ll faint in there. It’s like helping a baby but you know, just add 60+ years to the person. But honestly, I felt obliged because such patients suffer from stroke and thus some bodily functions ceased to exist or, are too weak to function. Ya Allah, help me be strong, for them.

Another thing I’m forever thankful for is the presence of Al-Ansar Mosque. I’ve been having my lunch and zuhur there on Tuesday, Thursday and today (went to Jurong on Wednesday. Now that’s another thing I’m grateful about). Ansar as not only eased and fulfill my physical (food & rest) and spiritual (solat) needs, it’s also a space where I recharge emotionally. God-sent people like Kak N was there to listen to how my day went. Truly a safe haven, my sanctuary.

And I….just want to end today’s post with this apt and timely verse I chanced upon during talaqqi today. Honestly not one of the best days but it ended beautifully with Ustzh S. Hence, alhamdulillah.

Ya Allah, forgive me. I promise to be better.