Reminders: I’m here for a reason (part 2)

She was looking at me, astonished.
I smiled back at her, an exchange which bounced off the mirror of Admin Building wash room.

I made a face which urged her, “What’s up?”

She opened her mouth, hesitant for a moment.

“This is my first time seeing a Muslim.”

I was immediately filled with emotions of all kinds.

Shocked? How could she have not seen a Muslimah?
Happy? That I’m the first one in her 20 so years of being?
Sad? There are so little muslims in our Uni?
Determined? That my presence is a form of subtle awareness?
Anxious? That I  represent such a beautiful religion, when my entire being is made up of layers and layers of flaws????

Little did I know that it was just the beginning, of a fun and exhausting ride here.

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